Let me be honest here; to those who listen, thank you.
Truth be told, I’m not confident in every song I put out. Honestly, I don’t think any musical artist is after a period of time doing this.
I tend to work on music for the fun of it, but keep up with the business side (or try to) as a day job.
I release, I tell the world about it, and then I move on to the next. Then to the next. And then to the next.
Someone once asked me, “How are you marketing and promoting these songs if you release them so quickly in between?”
My reply to them was this, “I don’t. I just release, tell the world, and then move on.”
Some listeners are even making some of my older songs popular because of these newer releases. For example; Return of Mr. Grinch is currently my number-one song on Spotify right now, and that was released back in December 2020. More listeners are now streaming songs I released a year ago. It is what it is, and I am thankful for it.
Social Anti 2 is mainly a follow-up to my first song; Social Anti. Well, kind of. It’s not necessarily a follow-up, but a reassurance of how introverted I really am.
Around crowds of people I don’t know, I’m not really social, at all actually. I’ll admit, I’m pretty shy and non-talkative to people I don’t know in real life. I would have to really be in my element if I were ever to become social.
I tend to reject myself before another does it. So, I just spare the time of talking, because, in reality, I don’t think anyone truly cares what I have to say.
Even when it comes to dating, I have a really bad form of self-sabotage. In my head, I’m already thinking that the girl I’m interested in assumes I’m too ugly or too weird to date or consider romantically. So, as a result, I don’t waste either of our time.
These thoughts that recur in my head make me anti-social by default. I reject myself before others reject me because I never felt I would truly be accepted. I have a very small social group, very small. I have had the same friends for 10-plus years now. Barely anyone new has come into that circle.
So, it’s not much. But it’s just free thought in a blog post.
Maybe you feel this way. Maybe you don’t.
Either way, I think you for taking the time to read this. It really does mean a lot.
Social Anti 2 was just released today, and more music will be coming in the future.
Stay up, always 🙏
You can stream the song here; https://lnk.to/lsbsocialanti2
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